What is in a Number?

I’m starting to think that my ‘ideal weight’ is an unrealistic number. Why did I pick this number? Have I ever been my ideal weight? Was it in high school? It is starting to piss me off. I log my calories and exercise online (MyFitnessPal). It’s a good tool. Too bad losing weight isn’t as easy as calories in versus calories burned. Many may argue that that is exactly what goes into losing weight, but I seem to be stuck. At the end of every day my app tells me that in five weeks I should weigh three pounds more than my ideal weight, this magic number that I am striving toward. However, I am still seven pounds away from this number. Three pounds, seven pounds, these are small numbers. I know there are millions of people struggling to lose large amounts of weight and my complaining is just petty. Here is the thing that I am wondering. Where do we come up with our ideal weight numbers. I looked online for my BMI. The healthy range for me is between 94.7 and 128 lbs. That is quite a range. 95 pounds? Really? 95 would be a healthy weight for me? Maybe if I was a vegan marathon runner. Or an Olympic gymnast. So, I chose a random number in the middle of my range, but I can’t get there. Should I keep struggling to get to my ideal weight or should I say “Never mind, THIS, the weight that I am right now, IS my ideal weight”. That sounds like a great idea.

 

THIS, the weight I am right now, IS my ideal weight!

Good-bye random number that may never appear on my scale! I am not going to feel guilty about not reaching an imaginary goal. I am going to celebrate the size that I am!

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